Mum gifted the pain

I’m your blood and flesh,
The cruel days you gave me, mum,
Bed you left me to wash,
When you let my fingers peel off,
Fights you had with drunken dad,
Nights left me in hunger,
O,forget to feed me food,
I feel the pain now mum.

Abusing dad on other side,
Your careless heart,
I remember the agony you went through,
Did you know my fate before?
I cried under the pillow,
For food and water,
I feel the pain when you threw my food away.

Dad had a fight,
Am I the reason for it?
This is your body and blood,
I still love the abuse you gave, mum.

The worst abuse a child goes through ever is not worse than the abuse from its mother.